Do you think anybody knows this me writing these letters? Do people really know I even exist? Do I walk down my school hallways invisible? When I speak do people really listen?
Do they hear me ? I want to make a difference in this world. School is interesting. I like to think of it as a scientific experiment. I don't know what the outcome will be. I am unsure of the future just as unsure I am of what this week will bring. I like all of my teachers. I enter in the classrooms more mature and willing to learn then most of my other peers. At lunch, I sit with my friend and watch as people mill around the school. I wonder what they think and what they do. I see immature and crude students yelling obnoxious comments at passing students. I watch in wonder how they can just not even acknowledge school and their lives.
I look at students and wonder what their lives will be like after high school. I know what I want and how far I have to go to achieve it, but I don't know if I can do it. I am not yet confident in what I do. So far, I have enjoyed school. Today, unfortunately I got sick and am writing this with a head that feels like it might explode at any moment. I have joined four clubs which include the Drama Club, California Scholarship Federation, Reader's Club, and the Key Club.
The Key Club is an organization that offers community service activities and how to make an impact on the world today. Since I feel like I might explode or implode at any moment, I am signing off for today.
